Take me home- oh please, take me home!
Tonight, there is a 98% Full Moon (Waxing). It’s cold. It’s been cold for a while. But, the sky is crispy and clear. I sit here in my messy apartment. Looking out the double door to my balcony on the 10th floor. I particularly wanted a top floor when I was apartment searching. Being able to look at the sky was important to me. The stars and bright moon would light up my living room. Moonlight particularly attracts me. I am here, alone in my semi-empty apartment, listening to John Denver’s Country Road.
Today, in a most unplanned manner, my brother and his friend helped me enormously and moved my stuff to a storage place. The apartment is almost empty since all of the furniture and heavy belongings of mine are out. Now, I need to look at the lighter things- albeit messier things.
From now on, life is again a roller-coaster. I am not sure what to expect from myself anymore. When I first moved into this apartment about 24.5 months ago, I thought I was very settled- I thought it was going to be smooth sailing from now on. Little did I know about life.
I don’t feel like writing anymore. But I am in my semi-empty apartment. This will be the last time I will see the full moon from my living room- so bright and beautiful. Perhaps, it will be replaced with something better. But for now, all I know, “uncertainties are my only certainty”. But, isn’t it true for all?
